So I've realized in my recent posts I've been complaining about being lonely and the like.
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I'm not sorry. I am lonely and know that it's partially my fault. And I'm also not afraid to say that by lonely I mean "girl" lonely. I've gone the longest without either having a girlfriend or even a crush in 6 freaking years. That's pathetic, but it's who I am I guess. No, not I guess. It's who I am.
I am someone who wants to be there for someone and who has someone be there for him when he gets really low on life. Is that wrong? I realize it's not for everyone, but it is for me. So there.
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Now for some more serious things.
Today I'm once again trying to help a friend. It's a kind of help I've given before. Ah frick, I'm not gonna be mysterious, I've got a friend who has hinted at suicide. I had another friend do that, and I did the sensible thing of calling for help. Technically I called the police, even though I knew it could have killed our friendship, but it did save this person's life I believe. (And she did forgive me).
Now it's happening again with someone else, and I will do what I can to prevent this. Might be tough because I'm 1250 miles from this person this time. However, there's already some hopeful leads here. I will not quit on others.
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I'm not sorry. I am lonely and know that it's partially my fault. And I'm also not afraid to say that by lonely I mean "girl" lonely. I've gone the longest without either having a girlfriend or even a crush in 6 freaking years. That's pathetic, but it's who I am I guess. No, not I guess. It's who I am.
I am someone who wants to be there for someone and who has someone be there for him when he gets really low on life. Is that wrong? I realize it's not for everyone, but it is for me. So there.
...
Now for some more serious things.
Today I'm once again trying to help a friend. It's a kind of help I've given before. Ah frick, I'm not gonna be mysterious, I've got a friend who has hinted at suicide. I had another friend do that, and I did the sensible thing of calling for help. Technically I called the police, even though I knew it could have killed our friendship, but it did save this person's life I believe. (And she did forgive me).
Now it's happening again with someone else, and I will do what I can to prevent this. Might be tough because I'm 1250 miles from this person this time. However, there's already some hopeful leads here. I will not quit on others.
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