Seems like it's been forever since I posted. Can't say I've got much of an excuse, because lots of things have been happening in all truth. Now if only I could remember them...
SENIORITIS!!!!! I've got a terminal case of senioritis... I need to be GONE! (FYI I move out to college in Utah in 37 days from this post... oh man) Especially since it was the senior band banquet today, which was pretty nostalgic now that I think about it... I'm really leaving soon.
On that note, I feel inclined to put down a fear of mine. A deep set, untameable fear... Did I leave a mark? Did I in some way add something to where I've been for my entire childhood up until now leave something that people will remember me for? It's a pathetic thing to pine about, I realize this. Hoping and fearing will not change the past, I'm not The Doctor unfortunately (or am I? mwa ha ha) I might as well just accept I've been who I've been and let people see that as they will... Not an easy concept for me, I've been a bit of a sucker for the spotlight, hence my getting into acting.
Well, I do have one thing I can't ever regret, which was prom with Spirit! It went off seamlessly perfect! Can't think of one part of the night I didn't enjoy. Not even my few near misses on the road! It's particularly rare for something to be that fun for the entirety of the event!
SENIORITIS!!!!! I've got a terminal case of senioritis... I need to be GONE! (FYI I move out to college in Utah in 37 days from this post... oh man) Especially since it was the senior band banquet today, which was pretty nostalgic now that I think about it... I'm really leaving soon.
On that note, I feel inclined to put down a fear of mine. A deep set, untameable fear... Did I leave a mark? Did I in some way add something to where I've been for my entire childhood up until now leave something that people will remember me for? It's a pathetic thing to pine about, I realize this. Hoping and fearing will not change the past, I'm not The Doctor unfortunately (or am I? mwa ha ha) I might as well just accept I've been who I've been and let people see that as they will... Not an easy concept for me, I've been a bit of a sucker for the spotlight, hence my getting into acting.
Well, I do have one thing I can't ever regret, which was prom with Spirit! It went off seamlessly perfect! Can't think of one part of the night I didn't enjoy. Not even my few near misses on the road! It's particularly rare for something to be that fun for the entirety of the event!
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