I have a face!
-_-
Sleepy face.
I got a job for Vector Marketing, which means I sell Cutco knives which, as it turns out, are actually very good knives. Also, it's not telemarketing, which is good. It's all pre-set demos, which sounds alright to me! Yeah.
So I totally had the opportunity to flirt with someone I didn't know and I BLEW IT! I was at payless shoe source... getting shoes. And the clerk lady was both attractive and British! Also, the computer stalled during the purchase which was a wide open chance! She also said she liked my fedora, not just hat, but she said fedora!
I could have dropped a line! I don't know any effective lines, but hey I could've dropped a bad one...
(A very strange man gave me a similar comment later the same day, but that's really not related).
At least I felt the inclination to flirt. I'm still extremely weirded out by my lack of attraction towards anyone lately. Well that sounds wrong, I still think women are attractive and I have friends who are of the feminine definition, but I'm completely loveless. No "crushes" I've had have lasted more than... a week maybe? A week tops for sure. I try to convince myself I "like" someone (these all sound like such juvenile phrases, but I suppose they still apply) but that is really not a good idea I think. What's up with this? I used to be a totally hopeless romantic!
Bah.
Maybe I've just not met the "right person". I know I'm over my last girlfriend, excellent as she was, but heck the anniversary of our break up (actually me getting dumped, but not rudely) is in about a month, so pining over her would be pointless, and I have no reason to. Not sure why I brought it up.
Maybe I'm just setting some unreachable standard or waiting for some divine message on who I should date?
Meh.
I watched a lot of Phineas and Ferb today.
-_-
Sleepy face.
I got a job for Vector Marketing, which means I sell Cutco knives which, as it turns out, are actually very good knives. Also, it's not telemarketing, which is good. It's all pre-set demos, which sounds alright to me! Yeah.
So I totally had the opportunity to flirt with someone I didn't know and I BLEW IT! I was at payless shoe source... getting shoes. And the clerk lady was both attractive and British! Also, the computer stalled during the purchase which was a wide open chance! She also said she liked my fedora, not just hat, but she said fedora!
I could have dropped a line! I don't know any effective lines, but hey I could've dropped a bad one...
(A very strange man gave me a similar comment later the same day, but that's really not related).
At least I felt the inclination to flirt. I'm still extremely weirded out by my lack of attraction towards anyone lately. Well that sounds wrong, I still think women are attractive and I have friends who are of the feminine definition, but I'm completely loveless. No "crushes" I've had have lasted more than... a week maybe? A week tops for sure. I try to convince myself I "like" someone (these all sound like such juvenile phrases, but I suppose they still apply) but that is really not a good idea I think. What's up with this? I used to be a totally hopeless romantic!
Bah.
Maybe I've just not met the "right person". I know I'm over my last girlfriend, excellent as she was, but heck the anniversary of our break up (actually me getting dumped, but not rudely) is in about a month, so pining over her would be pointless, and I have no reason to. Not sure why I brought it up.
Maybe I'm just setting some unreachable standard or waiting for some divine message on who I should date?
Meh.
I watched a lot of Phineas and Ferb today.
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